emotions....

I do not cry because of  guy , friends or what .

But ,

I cry because I can’t find my own self .

I hate who I am now .

I really miss the old me .

I don’t wanna be a bad person who do not care about others feeling .

Pretend that everything okay .

Be a hypocrite eventhough I hate hypocrites !

I dunno why , I dunno whats wrong with me now .

I just can say that I’m okay  whenever people ask me .

I’m lost . I don’t wanna fall into my own feeling :’(

Sometimes I really fine but sometimes I’m not .

But , 1 thing for sure .

I realize we have to be hypocrite sometimes to make sure we are strong enough to faced this challenging world .

Come on arzi amira .

This is not your real self .

Mane dye arzi amira yang kuat dulu ?

Yang mahal air matanya ?

Yang tabah hatinya menempuh dugaan ?

Wake up arzi ! wake up !