Sunday, December 19, 2010

awak PENGECUT !

hey you ! yes you A.F ! i dunno how n why i wanna write this . u know what ? kat mate i skrg nie , u tak lebih dari seorang PENGECUT dan EGO ! yes ! u know why ? sbb u sgtsgt ego dan takot nak mengaku salah sendiri ! takot nak hadapi salah sendiri ! hey ! u can say i yg bersalah dalam hal nie , u can say whatever u want . but , pleaseee know something yea . takkan selamanya ego u tu akan menang ! hey . let me ask u something . why ehh ? everytime i'm txt u , talking about her . u'll reply my text . but , if i not , u just ignore d text . text yg i bg panjang berjela tu , knp tak reply ? seket pun i tak talking about her . i luahkan ape yg i rase slame kte couple dulu ! u didn't gve any response ! yeah ! IHATEYOU! 1 night , i realise something . i shouldn't say ihateyou . okayy . i'm surrender . i gve u a txt . i say i'm sorry for saying IHATEYOU n i hope ur relationship with her will stand until last forever . n guess what ? something i didn't expect at all ! u reply ! u said ,

u : "i tak suke sbb u slalu ungkit pasal dye . i takde kne mngne dgn dye . paham tak ?! "
me : " okayy . i paham . n i'm sorry . itu jea ke salah i ? takde lagi dahh ? hey , pleasee know somrthing yea . i ungkit pasal dye sbb itu jea care u reply txt i . i takde care laen . i'm sorry if i'm used d wrong way yea . "

nahh ! u tak reply pun ! what does it meant hah ? u dont even say sorry ! u tak admit salah u . sbb u cume nampak slame nie , yg u btol . u tak salah pape . yg salah i sorang . hey , i hurt more than u okayy ! get to know something lahh . u bgge sgt dengan ego u kann ? tgk sampai bila u akan menang dgn ego u nie . 1 day , u'll feel what i'm feel . n u'll know , how pain it is ! hey , i tak harap pun lahh ucap maaf u tu . i cume harap , siape pun yg jd gf u after nie , pleasee yea . jgn bwat dye macam ape yg u bwat dkat i . AND ! if u rase u tak sayang perempuan tu , dun say iloveyou . she might do something crazy just because of the three words . kalau u kat tempat i , ape yg u rase ehh ? i dun understand n i dunno why u're doing this . maybe i'm wrong . i accept u at d wrong time . supposed i let you finished ur SPM as well . i'm sorry . to be ur gf is not deserved for me . i can't be a person like u want me to be !

great ! my love for u is 100% fade ! i'm thank God for that . but , our memories never fade . it keeps comes and go . BUT ! i always let the memories comes and go like a wind . just for a moment , but not for a lifetime . if u really love someone . let her feel the love , let her feel she was somebody to u , let her feel ur love , ur heart , ur soul is just for her ! take a good care of her yea . remember A.F , dun feel too proud with ur ego . 

let our love be a memories .
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